Life isnt long enough to take for granted:(

It's been a sad last couple days. Jody Mckimmon passed away Friday in a car crash, she was 17 years old. Way to young to go. My best friends Grandpa is really sick with a major blood infection due to a massive heart attack. There are all these innocent people out there, who do not deserve this, and their families do not deserve it. My heart goes out to the families struggling with the losses of their loved ones. Here I am sitting here, knowing these people didn't mean for this to happen. Who knows, at this moment my mom and Ross are probably taking a hit of coke or injecting heroin. who knows what they are doing, I know it's mean to say, but thats how i truly feel. There two people right there, throwing their lives away, not giving a shit about anything else, as one innocent young girl lost her life, and one is struggling for his life. I just don't get it. To the families keep strong, it will get better!

I want to thank Travis' parents for being so great to me, I really do appreciate it

hmm

Nothing to exciting happening here the last week, I'm in school full time, Travis is working full time. We have been boring and busy! The weather has been nice this weekend, today is warm, but really windy. I went to the library to do some homework. We are getting into the harder stuff, and it's getting to be a lot of work. But If I keep up with the homework, and studying I will be ok! I can't wait to start working! There is a place here on the west side called the Hamlets. It is a seniors home, but it also has a brain injury ward also. I am going to see if i can do my practicum there, and hopefully get on full time when I am done. I just noticed here today that there is another center being built close to where we live now, so I know for a fact that there will be no shortage of jobs! Anyways back to the books for now, got another exam on Thursday!

I just want to say my thoughts are with the Mckimmon family right now, their youngest daughter, sister was killed in a bad car accident in Deroche yesterday, R.I.P Jody! She was a 17 yr old girl, just about to graduate:( My thoughts are with you!

Scared...Mad

I called my mom last night...she was totally out of it. Rambling, giggling, didnt know what she was talking about. Just sounded really bouncy and out of it. Then she started complaining about mouth sores or Ulcers...I think she is doing drugs. But I dont know. If anyone know what mouth sores are caused from? First thing I thought was DRUGS! Where did my parents go?? They raised us great and everything. But now we are older they don't give a shit. My dad decided to take off on his family and never talk to them again, and my mom decided to turn to drugs. Great parents I have! So please comment and give me some solutions or answers PLEASE!!! Thanks for everyone who has been here for me over these years. They have not been easy at all!

I dont think it's spring yet!

Yesterday was crazy. Snow...In April?? I don't get it. We went to Costco and went shopping, I told Travis It felt we were going Christmas shopping! Cause it was soo cold and windy and snowing like crazy! Today is a bit warmer, but nothing close to last weekend! 25 degrees! Big difference!! It's retarded! Anyways We are busy around the house today, I am making dinner and doing homework, Travis is cleaning and stuff.

School is going great. We have our first exam tomorrow! UGH I guess I'm as ready as I will ever be. I bought my first pair scrubs yesterday! Their purple! I put them on and got so excited! Maybe I will wear them tomorrow to give me good luck!! haha I need it! Anyways gotta get going, dinner is almost ready! Talk to you all later!

20 Years ago I think!

My cousin Liz sent me some pictures on facebook! I love them, take a look!!
I was between 2 and 4 yrs old!

is spring here?

Well I think Spring is here! Today feels like summer. Just watching the weather network, and it's 22!! YAY finally. I went shopping today, bought a skort and two tank tops! It will be nice. I am just going to clean my house today, and study a bit. I was outside all day! So NICE! Tonight we are going to Karaoke, I haven't heard Trav sing in a couple weeks! About Travis...He is looking to go to school now, when I am done! He wants to be a computer technition. I can't wait. Then we can have our careers, pay off the car, buy a house...Get married?? HAHA thinking a head of myself now! Anyways hope everyone is enjoying the nice weather!

School! And my support Team!

Well school has started! We are going on day 4 now! It's going great. I have to quit work though, I can't do both, work and school and study and homework! Just not going to happen! Something is really bugging me right now. I was told I will not have much support from Travis' family, and that they were holding me back. Well right now, they are my biggest support team. I dont want to start anything, but I am frustrated right now. Travis is a big inspiration in my life, and so are his family. I got a card from his mom, just to say congratulations. Something so simple made me get tears in my eyes! My mom hasn't even said congratulations, or OH I'm so happy for you...And she probably never will. I told her about the things I had to do about getting ready, she said it was all bullshit! But I just want to say thanks to everyone, and this blog isn't meant to offend anyone, or cause anything!

Survey

I've been tagged by Jas

1. If your doctor told you today that you were pregnant, what would you say? Now??

2. When was the last time you flew in a plane? Never been on a plane:(

3. What did the last text message you sent say? No...by Trina

4. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex? Eyes, compatibility

5. What is a goal you would like to accomplish in the near future? Start going to the gym regularly

6. Shoe size? 09

7. Been to Mexico? Not yet

8. When is the last time you had a massage? can't remember

9. What was the last TV show you watched? Extreme Makeover Home edition

10. What are your plans for the weekend? Work Saturday, Homework Sunday probably

11. If your significant other asked you to marry them today what would you say? In a heart beat!

12. What is in the back seat of your car right now? I'm not sure, Travis has the car

13. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? waking up

14. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? MAtthew McConaughey

15. Have you ever been to a strip club? yep!

16. What is the best ice cream flavor? Chocolate!

17. What is the last sporting event you watched? Hockey last night

18. Ever go camping? not in a long time

19. Last phone call? Solicitor...Someone trying to get us to sell Mona Vie

20. Are you allergic to anything? I don't think so...being alone?

21. What is one thing you have learned about life recently? be patient

22. What do you do at work? Take phone calls for 8 hrs!

23. What is your mom’s name? Sandra

24. Ever cried for no reason? yep

25. Can you do the Crank Dat dance? No……

26. What is your favorite color to wear? Brown

27. What is the longest plane ride you have ever been on? Never been on a plane

28. What is the longest road trip you have ever taken? California

29. What are your turn-offs? negativity ;)

30. What was your last alcoholic beverage? Ceaser

31. What are you craving right now? Snuggling with Travis...and his smell




I'm going to tag Jennifer

YAY, school tomorrow!

Finally it's almost Monday. I have everything done!! I am getting ancy for tomorrow and Tuesday now! Travis is coming home on Tuesday! It's been a long boring weekend! I have been super sick with this cold, all by myself here. No one to snuggle with! Oh well, I survived. I am so happy with all the support i have gotten this week about school. Work has been awesome, and very understanding. I asked for part time on Thursday. Not very much notice, I went to work today, sick and everything, turns out that I didn't have to work because I got part time. So It took 2 days for them to change my shift. Judy, Travis' mom called me today, saying she went out and bought me a bag, pens, pencils, binders and a big notebook!! So I don't have to buy anything! She also has a friend who took the course just recently, and has some books for me. So I might be able to use those, instead of buying my own...But I will probably buy my own. I knew I wanted to go to school, Just never knew when, or where. It wasn't because anyone was holding me back that I didn't go before, or anything like that! It was all me. I didn't feel ready financially. But Now I am ready, and I have so much support, especially from my boyfriend. I love you baby!! I can't wait to actually start my new life and new career. Hopefully in the next few years I can get married, and have a family, and buy a house! And just be happy with who I am with, and with Life!! YAY ME!!

Update

Well I am all ready to go to school on Monday. Got everything done yesterday. The only thing I need to do is get my transcripts! I am very excited!! I can't believe I'm actually doing it!! Travis is gone, he left yesterday. I am trying not to notice he's gone. Yesterday was ok, but last night was hard. I am sick, with a stupid cold, I don't need this right now! So with Travis being gone, and me being sick, I am just going to take it easy till Monday. Tonight I will go out to Karaoke, and I have to work tomorrow, then Monday we start school! I called them yesterday to make sure everything is good! There were 20 people signed up for the course, but unfortunately they had to bump 2 people till October! Thank goodness it wasn't me! Anyways I am going to go lay down for now, hopefully get rid of this cold! Wish me luck for Monday! I will update on how it goes!!

Stress! and Excitment!!

Well as of Monday I go to class at 8:30!! The funding isnt 100% official yet. But I will find out on Monday for sure!! I am so wanting to quit work like TODAY, I have taken abut 2 days off, and I really don't want to go back, UGH. I'm sure if i quit and dont get into school in April I could find a job easy. So we will see what happens today. I went and got my shots and my TB test yesterday, and my physical done, everything was ok, took like 5 minutes to do. The only thing he said was to watch my posture because I slouch, and I could hurt my back.

I am sad and gonna go crazy for 4 days:( Travis is leaving tomorrow to go to Quesnel till Tuesday. I am going to be so bored without him. But it will be a nice break, and it will be nice once its Tuesday!!

Anyways I have to go get ready for work now! BLAH, I will let you all know if i quit today!!