Life!!!!

Well a cupple months ago, my life turned upside down! I didnt know what I was going to do. I was so scared of being alone, and scared of big changes. Now, almost 2 months later, Im not so scared anymore. I know I have written so many blogs about Jeremy and I breaking up, but I didnt know what else to do! But thinking about back then, and looking at me now. Things have changed for the better. I have made more friends, and I actually found someone, who I have feelings for. I know it seems really soon, after being with someone for 4 years, but it feels ok. And I know Jeremy has another girlfriend too. I am happy to see him happy. I just got a new job, and I am hopefully going to move out on my own soon, sometimes roomates can be a pain in the but. But it is amazing how fast your life can change, in a matter of one night. ONE NIGHT! My life changed. I took a new path into leading it. And it was a good path. Maybe it was all planned out, let Jeremy and I have our time together, share each other. But maybe we wernt meant for each other. I enjoyed every single minute I had with him, he was an amazing boyfriend, and friend. And still is an amazing friend. If I need someone to talk to, I can just call him and talk to him about it. And he gave me such an amazing family too. Who will always be a part of me no matter wat happens in my life! I feel so happy right now, content with life. And I know in time, my life will get even better. New things will happen, and it will be worth it. I hope everyone is well!