LOL i like this one

Sarah needs. I stole this one from Christy!! Google your name, and put needs beside it. Copy and Paste!

1. Sarah Needs Posts

2. Sarah Needs You

3. Sarah Needs Us

4. Sarah Needs a Cold Shower

5. Sarah needs findings in order to see what else Google comes up with

6. Sarah needs to kick him in the nuts!! HAHAHA okay!!

7. Sarah needs money for her isreal mission!

8. Sarah needs to get her life back together and establish herself as a person in charge!

9. Sarah needs your help...hmmm

10. Sarah needs your manly vote!!


haha this one was fun. I tag everyone!!

2 more days!

Well today is sunday, and we are leaving on Tuesday! I am so excited. I have my packing almost done! Tonight it my last night of work. Its going to be weird knowing i dont work there any more as of tonight. I have never been so happy, and thankfull in my whole life. I am so happy because I have met the perfect guy, and we are moving, to start our life together. And I am so thankful for my cousin Jen for taking us in! It's gonna turn out awesome. Thanks everyone for the support they have given us during this time. We really appreciate it. Thanks again Jen

Mercede Pics!!

Jason and Baby Mercede...she looks impressed!

Hangin out in bed!
Mercede with cousins Jessica and Paige, Great Great aunty pat, and Grandma
What a cutie!!

this is cozmo, looking cute!! My Milo, looking sleepy
Kitty takin it easy and relaxin!
half a smile!

Just thought i would post some of the cutest animals!! Hope you like them!!

AWESOME!!

We all went out for dinner last night at Pinisola, It's a really good Italian Restaurant. I didnt really like what I got, but thats ok, I just wanted to try something different. But the company was awesome. We had 10 people show up.

It's amazing how big of an impact someone can have on your life. I just began thinking that, I am moving away from my mom. I'm not sure how we will manage, but we will. 6 months ago I moved in with my mom and Ross. They were so supportive the whole time, till I moved out. And then back in January they took me in again. I have realized this is home, and always will be home. I am going to miss my mom the most. I want to get her something really nice, from daughter to mother. Anyone have any ideas!? Well I have to go get ready, i'm going for coffee with a friend today. Hope everyone is well. Let me know if anyone has any Idea.

I love you

WOW

Well I want to say congrats to Jen, Keith, Jake and Kolby, on their new addition to the family. Baby Lindsey Anne! Congrats guys. I am so extremely excited! Travis and I are moving to Alberta next week. He has already got a job there, at Canadian Tire. I think this move will be awesome, I cant wait to get out of Quesnel. No offense to the people who like Quesnel. I am going to be working, and saving money for school. They have a good school where we are going. We are moving to Airdrie, and we are going to be staying with my awesome cousin Jen and her family. Thanks so much you guys! Travis and I are extremely excited to move away, and start a new life in a new town...And a new Province!!

We just finished Shutdown at Cariboo Pulp and paper. It was a very good week, we got a lot done, and made a lot of money!! Wednesday I pretty much froze to death in the mill, It felt about -5 in there then. It was hard. We did spark and Tank watch. For spark watch you sit on ur ass all day and watch people weld things and make sure nothing dont catches on fire. And Tank watch was more interesting. You had to keep track of who goes in and out of the Tanks. So pretty much sat on your ass all day and made 24.46 an hour. We also got a meal tickit at the end of every shift. which are worth 19.56, and everywhere in Quesnel accepts them. So next weekend Travis and I are taking our parents out for dinner before we move. So who ever wants to come can! We want lots of people to come, it would be great!

On another note. People who read my blog, and leave comments like they did, like saying EW to my pics, dont read my blog. I know exactly who you are, and I dont like you, and you know that. So stop snooping around. If you want to leave a comment, let everyone else know who you are!!!! LOSER.

Anyways enough about that. Hope everyone is ok.

Pics and blogging!

SOOOO bored!!!
Creepy picture!!
Me being bored
This is Travis at Karaoke the other night
Ain't I cute?
Well I haven't written a blog in a while, so I thought i would update. Things are going pretty good here, Travis and I are really good, he is amazing! His eyes are finally healed, thank goodness! Work is going good. I am getting lots of hours. I got a job at CPP, Cariboo Pulp and Paper, for shut down, spark and Tank watch. Making 24.50 an hour! That will be so nice. We are going to save some money and move. Hopefully to Alberta! I got a new phone, it's a Nokia 5300 it has a 1.3 mega pixel camera, and it holds over 1500 songs. I am going to post some pics of me and Trav that I took!!

Blah

I woke up this morning, and looked out the window, expecting it to be all sunny and worm. Well instead there was snow! So much f it too, looks like about a foot. I am so sick of the snow. I want it to be spring! I cant wait till spring.

*update on Travis*

Well I said in my other blog Travis had an eye infection. Well his contacts driedup and shrunk, so when he took them out, they tore both of his corenia's. He has been in a lot of pain, but is slowly getting better. But I am going crazy, I havnt seen him since monday, and today is friday. I probably wont see him till next week sometime, till he is able to drive again. So he is there, and I am here. I got that stupid cold that is going around, there are about 4 people from work that have it too.

I am finally getting more hours at work now too, which is nice, it gives me something to do, and some money too. Well I am going to go watch a movie before i kill this stupid computer. Hope everyone is well. TTYL

I feel so helpless

I feel so helpless right now. Travis is at home, with a survere eye infection. It is very contageous. They are not sure what it is from. His mom had to take him into the hospital tonight. It could be from his contacts, because yesterday he went to put them in, and his eye started huting really bad, and it hurt him all day. I am just being an over reacting worried girlfriend I guess. I just wish I could be there with him, and make him feel better. Please keep Travis in your thoughts!! Thanks!

Nice couple of day!!

It has been so nice around here. Nice weather!! Yesterday was 11 degrees. The snow is almost gone! I love the snow, but I cant wait till spring and summer, and no more snow. Travis' parents own a farm on the black water road. It's so nice, they have 3 horses. I am usually scared of horses, but not thses ones. As soon as all the snow is gone, and it gets nicer out, he's gonna take me horse back riding! I cant wait. His farm is so beautiful and peaceful. They have 160 acres of land, and about 160 cows!! Their so neat. It kind of remindes me of back home, with the smell of cow manure!

Anyways hope everyone is well. Leave comments, i'm not even sure who reads my blogs anymore because i never get comments :(

Pics

The pics below are of me and Travis the other night at a friends birthday party! Finally you can see the Travis I always talk about!!

yay pictures!!

I remember

I remember the good times of being silly together
Getting frustrated and throwing my toys at him!
I remember him coming home from a party, and we covered him in makeup
how we used to fight about who got to sit next to him
our long talks after midnight, when I was supposed to be in bed
how he used to eat all the junk food in the house, (we had to hide it)
the hugs he used to give, once a day he would ask for his hug!
I remember always being a daddy's little girl
Always wanting to be with him
Any time of day was great with him
I remember how all his neices and nephews just loved him, and how he loved them
I remember the last time I seen him, the big hug he gave me, with the tears in his eyes,
I was everything to him, He thought the world of me, his little girl.
I thought the world of him, I guess thats why I'm daddy's little girl!!
I remember the best dad in the world,
The best one anyone could ever ask for!
I love you daddy!!

My dad is my Guardian Angel, He stood by me through thick and thin. We shared so many laughs together. We had good times, fun times, sad times. I remember my dad took me to Caifornia on one of his long haul trips, we found this little mexican restaurant in San Burnadino, I remember just sitting in there, at 12 years old thinking the world of this amazing man. My dad us my insperation in life, he never ever said anything negative about me, and always believed in everything I did. Sure he would embarass me at times in front of boys I liked, or in front of all m friends. I remember he would always say, just be your self. It took me so long to do that, and not think about what other people would say about me. Now I am myself, and I thank my dad for that. It's amazing how much of an impact someone can have in your life. My dad is my hero, and I think the world of him. I can't wait for the day he can walk me down that Isle, and give me away.

It has been a realy rough 5 years for my dad, life changing things has happened to him. I have not seen him, or heard from him in over a year, if I had one wish right now, it would be to see my dad, and just to hold him in my arms again, and tell him everything will be ok. Please keep my dad in your thoughts, and lets pray he is well. Thanks!!

Never forget the memories

Well today is exactly 4 months since Jeremy and I broke up. Its amazing how many memories we created together. Good ones and bad ones, ones that made you laugh, and made you cry. Thoes I will never forget. I will never forget our sunday morning breakfasts with Mom and James, Davey and Jason. Or the big meals at Dad and Vi's, and how we would go crazy over Vi's homeade buns, and all her yummy desserts!! Or when we took the trip to Terrace, to see Starla and Lawerence, Noah was so tiny, only 10 days old. Now we hav drifted away from one another, but the memories will always be there with me. Some days I sit down and think about the good times we had, and how I cherished every moment I got to spend with him. Four wonderful years. I couldnt have asked for anything better. He taught me so much about life, and made me an open kind person. We have both moved on. He seems to have found someone really nice, and seems to treat him well. As long as he is happy, I am happy for him. I too have moved on, met someone amazing, who I can create new memories. But never will I forget the ones me and Jeremy created. I cant wait till we can sit down and talk again, as friends catching up. I have not been able to do that yet. But i cant wait to!! I wish him luck in the future, and I hope he never forgets the memories we created together. There will always be a place in my heart for him.

Valentines Day!

Hope everyone had a good Valentines day with their special someone! I know I did. Travis showed up last night with a dozen roses, and the sweatest card. He said he had another suprise for me, so we went to the Quesnel. A local bar here in town. We had a really nice dinner. We had Garlic prawns for an appy, then steak with all the fixings, and Ice cream sundae for dessert. We could have gotten a special coffee or something too, but we didnt. It turned out to be a great night. We went to the Cariboo after words. Which is another local bar here in town. I got to hear him sing, which is always nice. He is a great singer. He sings country. People say he sounds like George Strait, or Garth Brooks! He wants to start playing the guitar one day. He has a friend who has a country band, and told him that if he learns Guitar he can play in the band. That got him pretty excited. I am going to have to take some pics of us, and post them so everyone can see what he looks like!! Anyways enough about that. Hope everyone is well.

bored out of my mind!!

Today has been soo boring, I think I am going to go crazy! Mom and Travis are at work...Ross is here drunk of course. So I am trying to avoid him all day. Anyways enough about that. Things have been going great. Travis and I are doing really well. I am so happy I found him, It's amazing who you can find when your not looking. It went both ways with us, we both got over breakups, and all that kind of fun stuff, and we just kind of found each other. It was like it was ment to be. Milo is doing great and adjusting well. He has made new friends, and we just recently let him outside! NO MORE LITTER BOXES!! He is a great cat, i couldnt ask for a better one! Work is really sucky right now. I quit the job at Murphy's, the boss's were really rude, so i called an hour before my shift and quit. I know it wasnt the best thing to do. But i really didn't want to go to work. I am still working at A&W. But not getting many hours. My aunt called me to see if i could watch her foster daughter for a week. And get paid 500.00 so that will be nice! I'm kind of excited to do that, just to get out of my parents place for a week. Then hopefully find a good full time job and move out on my own again! Anyways thats enough for now! Hope everyone is well. Leave comments if you want ;)

Milo is here!!

Yay!! I have milo. He is doing great, and adjusting well to the new animals. He still attacks the dog, but what can you exopect! I can tell he really missed me. The other morning I woke up and he was curled up on my chest sound a sleep, purring!! He is such a great cat. I just hope Jake will be alright with out him, I'm sure he will be!

Missing my daddy

It has been a year now since I last seen my dad. I miss him so much. No one has heard from him since last march. I miss everything about him. I want him to know how I am doing, and I want him to meet my new boyfriend. I think he would really like him. When I was younger dad would always say I will always be your guardian angel. So I am thinking of getting a guardian angel tattoo on my left shoulder, with the words saying Daddy's Little Girl. I just need someone to design it for me. I think it would be neat, then I know my dad will always be with me no matter where he is. I just wish I could find him, and just hug him and never let him go. Right now I would do anything to see my daddy!!

Milo

Well I'm not sure if you all know, i moved out of my roomates place, back into my parents place for right now. It's going pretty good. Ross told me today i can have my cat here. But there is one problem. Jeremy has him, and he has Jake too, which is his cat. Milo is mine, I am thinking it would be great to have my baby back. But I dont want to split him and Jake up...What do u think I should do? I feel selfish if i take him away from everything he knows. But i want him so bad. Let me know what you all think. Then maybe i will think about it more. Thanks!!