Baby!!

Well I am officially an aunty. Finally, Mercede Lynn was born Thursday december 21st. First day of winter!! She was 8lbs 3oz. Looks just like mommy im told! I cant wait to see my little niece. My mom and Ross are going down to see then in about a week. Hopefully she will take lots of pictures! Congrats Jason and Ashley and welcome baby Mercede!!

Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

Christmas Spirits

Well I am so not ready for christmas this year, Im just not into it like i have been. But I am slowly getting excited. Its amazing how generous people can be during this time of year. Trina and I reiceved our monthly gas bill yesterday. WOW was it expensive. Our lanlords came over today to do something around the house, and we told them about our expensive bill. They were pretty shocked about how high it was. So they said Merry Christmas, you dont have to pay rent this month, we could save it and put it towards our gas bill! I was so amazed of their generosity. Its amazing to have people like them around. They are what make our christmas spirits stronger! Thanks so much Mike and Linda! Merry Christmas to everyone!! Hope everyone is well.

Life!!!!

Well a cupple months ago, my life turned upside down! I didnt know what I was going to do. I was so scared of being alone, and scared of big changes. Now, almost 2 months later, Im not so scared anymore. I know I have written so many blogs about Jeremy and I breaking up, but I didnt know what else to do! But thinking about back then, and looking at me now. Things have changed for the better. I have made more friends, and I actually found someone, who I have feelings for. I know it seems really soon, after being with someone for 4 years, but it feels ok. And I know Jeremy has another girlfriend too. I am happy to see him happy. I just got a new job, and I am hopefully going to move out on my own soon, sometimes roomates can be a pain in the but. But it is amazing how fast your life can change, in a matter of one night. ONE NIGHT! My life changed. I took a new path into leading it. And it was a good path. Maybe it was all planned out, let Jeremy and I have our time together, share each other. But maybe we wernt meant for each other. I enjoyed every single minute I had with him, he was an amazing boyfriend, and friend. And still is an amazing friend. If I need someone to talk to, I can just call him and talk to him about it. And he gave me such an amazing family too. Who will always be a part of me no matter wat happens in my life! I feel so happy right now, content with life. And I know in time, my life will get even better. New things will happen, and it will be worth it. I hope everyone is well!

YAY

Well I went into Murphys Pub today, to drop off my resume, and I got a job on the spot!!!! I am sooo excited. I am going to keep my job at A&W and this one. But I think eventually I will quit A&W. I am so excited. I will be cooking, I start Friday at 4:00 pm!!!! YAY. Anyways hope everyone is well, talk soon.

Christmas!!

Christmas TagGot tagged by Jas
1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? Hot Chocolate, If its not to rich

2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sit them under the tree? When we were younger he just pu them under the tree!

3. Colored lights or white lights on tree/house? Colored

4. Do you hang Mistletoe? No

5. When do you put your decorations up? December 18th,

6. What is your favorite holiday dish (excluding dessert)? Stuffing and Mashed Potatoes

7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child? Having a nice christmas, listening to Papa Jack sing!

8. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? Yep, we always have

9 When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? I was 8 yrs old, me and Jason woke up at 2 in the morning, out gifts from Santa were there already, and mom and dad just went to bed

10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree? With decorations!

11. Snow! Love it or Dread it? LOVE IT!! Its so pretty

12. Can you ice skate? Yeppers

13. Do you remember your favorite gift? My first CD player

14. What's the most important thing about the Holidays for you? Spending time with friends and family, being happy

15. What tops your tree? An Angel

16. What's your favorite holiday tradition? Having christmas morning with my whole family, eating Aunty Trena, and Papa Jacks Christmas morning breakfast. I ll never forget that!

17. Which do you prefer giving or receiving? I love giving, I like to see the look on peoples faces!

18. What is your favorite holiday dessert? Moms Ranger cookies, and her Buck eyes. And candycane choclate squares!

19. What is your favorite Christmas song? Jingle Bells

20. Candy Canes! Yuck or Yum? Yum

21. What is your favorite Christmas special/movie? Rudolph and the misfits!

Have fun

Nothing to exciting

Well i havnt posted in a while, so I thought i would post something today! Nothing to exciting happening here in Qtown. We have lots of snow. We got a big dump, maybe a foot in 2 days. Its pretty nice. But now it all melting because it is warming up. So it is leaving a big mess. Work has been crappy. I have a whole 2 shifts in 2 weeks. Im going to drop off some resumes on monday, and hopefully find a full time job, so i can live on my own. My roomate works with me, and she is getting the same hours as I am, so it sucks. Hopefully I can find a new job. Well I am going to be an aunty VERY soon! I am so excited to meet my little Neice. Mercede, I talked to my brother the other day, they have everything ready for her. Now their just waiting for her to make her arrival! My brother is extremely excited, I think Ashley is too, just to get the pregnancy over with! Mercede is already 7 lbs 2 oz. So she will be a bit bigger when she is born. To bad they live so far away, Or aunty Sarah would spoil her to death! I CANT WAIT!!! I finally got all my stuff from Jeremys place. I didnt realize how much stuff I had, My room is packed! I got my TV and my DVD player in there, its so nice! Christmas is coming...not sure what to think of it this year! Hopefully It will be a good one. I have to get my christmas shopping done soon, if I can afford it! Well thats enough for now! Hope everyone is doing good. No one ever comments on my blog anymore, so if you check it out leave a comment!! Talk soon!

some pics!!

CONGRATS DANIELLE!!!!

Wow, what an amazing day!! Danielle got married. I cant believe it. It was so beautiful, and she looked beautiful...but when doesnt she!! She wore a black and red lace dress, and Dave wore a red suit! It was a wedding to remember. AND!! Abbotsford got their first snow fall!! It started snowing when we left for the ceremony, and it snowed all night. So she got her white wedding!! This is one day I will never forget. I remember when we were kids, playing dolls and watching full house and saved by the bell. It seems like it was just yesterday. I feel so lucky i got to grow up with her being my best friend!! We have been through so much together. But no matter how far apat we are, we are so close! I love haning out with her, watching scary movies and giggling. And YES she ALWAYS makes me giggle!! I know she is probably gonna read this. So Danielle congrats!! I love you dude!! BFF

In abbotsford!!

Well I am finally here!! At danielles, its awesome seeing her and the kids again. 2 more days till the big day!! I still remember like yesterday when we were kids. Bein goofy and hyper. And now we are all grown up, and she is getting married and has 2 beautiful children!! Congrats Danielle!! Love ya.

A bit better.

Well i am starting to feel a little better over the whole break up thing. I miss him like crazy still. When you break up, its like suffering a big loss. I know he is still in my life. But not right now. He doesnt call. Or want to hang out. But its ok. It must be awkward for him too. I would love to see him, and hang out with him. I miss him like words cant describe! I miss waking up to him in the morning, and going to sleep with an I love you and a kiss goodnight, as he walks out the door to work. I will always be in love with our memories we created together. I will never forget them. He is an amazing person, and if i dont end up marrying him someone else will be lucky enough to. Babe I love you no matter what happens, never forget that.

change in Life :(

Well im sure most of you have heard. Jeremy and I broke up. I am still in shock, and miss him so much. But im guessing it was for the better. He was and still is everything to me. I love him with all my heart, no matter what happens he will always be my dear friend. Its amazing how much you miss something, or someone after you dont have them any more. I still see my future with him. Having an amazing wedding, beautiful children. Just not any time soon. We both need to change things I know. I understand we are still both very young, and have our whole lives ahead of us. I just hope i can spend my life with him. And his amazing family. They are amazing people. I dont want to lose the connection I have with them. They will always be my family no matter what happens. I love you guys so much, thanks for everything. This is one of the hardest things I have been through, but in the end everything will be ok. I am living with a roomate right now. She is really cool. I got a phone call today from a friend of my moms, he wants me to go and live at his house to watch his son, Free rent, and everything, and its closer to work. he said he will buy the groceries and everything. I am going to talk to him after work tonight and work things out. I would really like to do it, I will gain more independance, and save money to go to school. Well thats enough for now. Hope everyone is well!!

Memories

When I was a little girl, I lived in a small little community called Dewdney! My mom and dad, Jason and I. It was a little trailer on a huge farm, with tons of cows! We had amazing lanlords, they were older and so much fun. Their names were Ken and Nora Stowards, but we had to call them Mr. and Mrs. Stawards. We would spend hours in the field with Mr. Stawards feeding the cow's, haying, playing in the tractor. One day they sold the farm, and our trailer and moved far far away, I didnt think i would ever see them again. Well the other day at work, I seen this old man, and his son in A&W, and he looked so framiliar. And it was Ken and his son Edger!! I couldnt believe it. I had to stop and say hi, I was shaking, and so happy when i seen them! They both remembered me too. Such a small world. So that far far away place that they moved to was Quesnel. When i said hi to Edger and told him who I was, he remember me, and called me baby Sarah. And Ken gave me a big hug, and couldnt stop smiling. It was amazing. I was so happy to see them again. They have a farm way out west fraser road. Like an hour out there. Ken's wife died 3 yrs ago. Small world huh! So now they know I work there, they have been in every day for dinner, and Ken always comes up to say hi, and see how I am doing. Its amazing, He is 91 years old now I think. I have had such great memories with them!!

Hope everyone is doing well!!

Happy Birthday Jeremy and Jason!!

Today is Jeremy and Jason's birthday!! Happy Birthday guys!!

UGH!!

Well i got myself into trouble at work!! I guess i was supposed to work yesterday. And i misunderstood the schedual, and didnt show up...So now i missed a day of work without calling or anything...I have to talk to my boss before i can go back!! I AM SOOO SCARED. I am so mad at myself. I hope i dont get fired. UGH. Anyways our thanksgiving was nice. We went to mom and James' place. Had turkey AND ham mmm. it was nice. Hope everyone else had a good thanksgiving!!

2 days

Well Dad and Vi are moving in 2 days. It just hit me now that they arn't going to be here anymore. We are going to miss them so much. But the move will be worth it. They will have a good time there, close to their grandchildren!! It is also another excuse to come up to Terrace. Were comin up got Christmas i think...and HOPE!!! Well good luck on the move guys. Love you lots, and miss you already!!

New Car!!

So this is it. Well not the exact same car. But it looks the exact same. We bought it today. Traded our other car in for it. It is a 2005 Nissan Sentra. It only has 35 000 kms on it. Its nice and new!!!

Congrats Danielle

My best friend Danielle is getting married November. I am so happy for her. We have known each other for 14 yrs. I am so happy to see her happy, with her amazing family, she has 2 amazing kids. Thorisaz and Ava. I remember the days of chatting about boys we liked, and girls we didnt like, Spending new years in the bath tub with pillows, putting makeup all over my dad when he had to much to drink. So many memories!! I love you Danielle. Congrats on your big wedding day!!

Nice car!!

We went to look at this today, its sure a nice car. 2007 Honda Civic. The one we were looking at had 7 kms on it. We really liked it.

Curves Baby!!

I called curves the other day, and I can have the student rate. Which is 25.00 a month, for five months. But they want to money up front, and it is only 136.00 I think, including tax, I am going to do it!! I cant wait. My friend Danielle joined in July, and she is already down 23 lbs or more!!WOO HOO Danielle. She has inspierd me to join curves. THANKS DUDE!! Right now i think its get a week free too. The only thing I have to figure out now, is the eating thing. Junk food is OUR weekeness. How many calories are you supposed to have per meal? Or a day, what is good food, and what is bad food. If anyone has a good meal plan they want to share, feel free too!! I cant wait!! I am going to go every day of the week, monday-friday. Not the weekends though. I hope in 5 months I will look like a different person, down to my goal weight of 140 lbs. My high school size!! Well I will post more when I start, Im going to start another blog too, a fitness blog. Hopefully that will keep me going!! Talk to you all soon

Nice Half a Week :)

Well Jason and Ashley went home today. A little early but Jason had a dr's appt cause of his hand. We had a good visit. Ashley looks so cute pregnant. We got our TV also. So Jason and Jeremy were playing with it all day yesterday, Jeremy didn't get much sleep, but thats what you get when your to excited. Today we went to see Great Grandma Dean, whom i dont see very often, and kick my self in the but for it. She is my only great grandma. And she lives here in Quesnel, but we never see her. Withen 2 miniutes of being there, she had cake, sandwiches, tea and fruit on the table. She was so happy to have company. Her husband of 65 years past away in 2005, and she misses him SO much. I couldnt Imagiane. It was a nice visit. I will for sure be going over there more often, and bring Jeremy with me. She really likes him. I was thinking of inviting her over for dinner one nite. But i dont know if she would come or not. I guess I would just have to ask. Well I am at school very bored. But the library is going to close any second and im going to get kicked off here, i have to go. Hope everyone is well. Take care!!

Suprises

Its been a while since i bloged. Sometimes you have nothing to write about. Jeremy suprised me yesterday. He's pretty good at that. There is a new store here called easy home. He wanted to get an xbox 360. I was like woohoo. He convinced me yesterday he got one. And that we would get it this weekend. So last nite he was talkin to his friend, and I over heard him saying he wanted to get his TV today. I was like what?? He told me he forgot to tell me that he isnt getting the xbox 360. He got a 52 inch flat screen TV. WOOO HOOO!! I was so happy. I couldnt believe it. We get it monday. The same day Jason and Ashley are coming up. It's going to be so nice to watch movies on. YAY!! Anyways talk to you all later!!

Life

Im not sure what happened there, hmm, this was supposed to be with the school post also. Oh well
Well enough about school. Jeremy and I have been great. We are loving our new house. My brother told me tonight he crushed his thumb at work, and might not go back for a while, so him and his girlfriend ashley will come up for a bit. Ashley is 28 weeks pregnant. I havnt seen her the whole pregnancy. I want to see her so bad. They found out they are pretty sure their having a girl. Me and Jeremy will have 2 nephews and 1 neice. Her name is going to be Mercede Lynn, she is due dec 11 2006. I am so excited!! Last nite Jeremy fell asleep when he was supposed to be getting ready for work, and I didnt realize it. But I notice he is sleeping now, and it's 10:39 I have to go and wake him up on time. Hope everyone is well :) Take Care!!

School...Life

Ugh, I am so sick of school right now, and i have only been going for a week. I am doing grade 10 math...MY WORST SUBJECT. I avoided it in school. It kind of kicks you in the but after. I had to do an assignment, and then a chapter test. Well I did the assignment, very well, barely any mistakes, I was all ready for the test, Confidint and evrything. When I got the test, my mind went blank... I couldnt think of anything I did in the chapter or anything. NOTHING. I was freaking out. I took the whole stupid class to write the darn thing. And im pretty sure I failed. But oh well. It was my first test. But ugh it sucks. I wish i could be a wiz at math. I can't stand it though. I keep my fingers crossed that I will do better in the future...Hopefully.

Weddings

Well we went out for dinner tonite. With Dad and Vi. And we started talking about weddings. And Jer and I getting married. We want to get married really bad, and start a family. So we were thinking of having a VERY small wedding. With Immidiate family, and close friends. But we dont know how its going to work out. But I was thinking of having the ceremony, and then when we can afford it, and have more people come up, we can have the reception. I really hope it works out. I want to get married and have kids so bad, and so does Jeremy. Let me know what you think...

Pictures!!

Here are some random pics me and Jeremy. Hopefully they are better then the mustache one!

Dad...

Well I guess my mom made some phone calls, and was looking for my dad. He hasnt been seen or heard from in months. I am so scared for him right now. He is going to have a grandaughter, and probably doesnt even know it. It makes me sick thinking about it. I just want him to move here, and live with us. So i know he will be ok. We can put him in rehab, and everything else he needs to get better. I want my OLD dad back. Who would always be there when i needed him. I could just call him when i had a problem, and he would listen. But now I cant even call him. I dont know where he is. I just hope he is doing ok, and I hope he realizes how much I really do love him. I havent heard his voice in over 6 months. Nothing. Not a word from him. Please keep my dad in your prayers, and hope he's ok. Thanks :)

Learning how to post pictures!!

I am learning how to put pictures on my blog. This is me and my hunny Jeremy, in Prince George. Now that i know how to post pictures, i will definitly be taking more, and posting them. I want to get some pictures our our new house!! We have frogs out here:d i found a huge one today...Well Jeremy found it for me. Call me weird. But I love frogs. They are so neat. I feel like a little kid trying to look for them and catch them. Any ways hope everyone is well..

Survey

Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids?'Have you ever kissed someone?''Missed someone?''Told someone you loved them?''Drank alcohol?'

1. What bill do you hate paying the most: The Phone Bill

2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner: Any where with Jeremy…Saval’s Steak House

3. Last time you puked from drinking? Ok, I’ll Admit it, Last summer, I will never drink again

4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? Ew never. I was a sick drunk

5. Name of your first grade teacher? Mrs Nelson

6. What do you really want to be doing right now? Nothing really at the moment. I like relaxing

7. What did you want to be when you were growing up?- Cop, Nurse

8. How many colleges did you attend?-1

9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now?-It's warm and comphy, and its kinda cold in here.

10. GAS PRICES! First thought?- UGH!!

11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you…-I would move somewhere warm, who knows, I would definitly take Jeremy and my cats.

12. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?- The alarm didn’t go off

13. Last thought before going to sleep last night?- Yay get to sleep in tomorrow

14. Favorite style of underwear?- Bikini Briefs.

15. Favorite style of underwear for the opposite/same sex?-boxer briefs

16. What errand/chore do you despise?- Sweeping, changing the litter box

17. If you didn't have to work, would you volunteer at an art gallery?- No I don’t think so.

18. Get up early or sleep in?-SLEEP IN!!

19. What is your favorite cartoon character: I have always loved Tom and Jerry

20. Favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a girl/guy?- Shop with Mom!! ((Linda)) watch movies or hang out with Jeremy

21. A secret that you wouldn't mind everyone knowing?- Umm, I guess I snore really loud!!! But only when im tired

24. Your favorite lunch meat?- Chicken Fajhita

25. What do you get every time you go into Costco?-Don’t go to Costco very often, but I love their beef jurkey.

26. Beach or lake?- Is Beach the ocean?? Well if it is I love the beach((Ocean))

27. Do you think marriage is an outdated ritual that was invented by people who died at 20?- NO

28. Who do you stalk on MySpace?- Huh?

29. Favorite guilty pleasure? Hamburgers!!! lol

30. Favorite movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about?- I don’t know

31. What's your drink?-A&W Rootbeer, and Coke

32. Cowboys or Indians?- HUH??

33. Cops or Robbers?- cops

34. Do you cheer for the bad guy?-not really

35. What Hollywood star do you think resembles you best?- I’ve been told that I look like Kate Winslit. But I don’t know

36. If you had to pick one, which cast member of "Lost" would you be?-Never Watched it.

37. What do you want when you are sick?-My mom,gingerale and movies

38. Who from high school would you like to run into?- I wanna see Andrea Wetland, see how she is

39. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now?- I don’t know, some CD I think

42. Norm or Cliff?- Whats that?

43. The Cosby Show or the Simpsons?- Cosby show. I don’t like simpsons. I know call me weird

44. Worst relationship mistake that you wish you could take back?- Going out with a certain someone when I was 15

45. Do you like the person who sits directly across from you at work?- I guess, all lil 16 yr olds but I like SOME of them!!

46. If you could get away with it, who would you kill?- No way no one

47. What famous person would you like to have dinner with?- James Grdner. He is so neat. LOL

48. What famous person would you like to sleep with?- Um No one

49. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose?- Nope

50. Last book you read for real?- I don’t know

51. Do you have a teddy bear?-Ya I have a lot!!! My faveriote one is my Zed ted, He’s and old Zellers bear, Ive had him since I was six

52. Strangest place you have ever brushed your teeth?- Camping

53. Somewhere in California you've never been and would like to go?- San Diego, I want to go to the Zoo

54. Number of texts in a day?- Depends, sometimes a lot

55. At this point in your life would you rather start a new career or relationship? A new relationship with my new Neice, Mercedes Lyn when she is born in December!!

56. Do you go to church?- No,

57. Pencil or pen?- Pen58. bueller??? bueller??? bueller?? -Huh?

59. How many jobs have you had?- umm 2. Side door diner…AKA hell!! And A&W

60. What do you want to achieve in life?- A good healthy family and a good marriege with Jeremy

All moved in

Well were all moved in to our new house. Mom and James came out and watched a movie with us a cupple nites ago. So they got to see the house. My mom hasnt been out yet to see it. But hopefully she will. It feels like back home((deroche)) out in the country. I woke up the other morning and i heard roosters. And I was out side with the cats, whom LOVE the place!! I heard cows. It was such a cool feeling. We have new couches and a new bed. They are soo comphy. I can't wait till everyone can come and visit. So i have decided since i am working and stuff I am going to get myself a curves pass. I am going back to school so i thought i would start going to curves and lose some weight. I was looking at my grad pictures, i almost started crying. Any ways hope everyone is well!!

Weight Loss

I never realized how hard it really is to lose weight. I want to be SKINNY!!!! Like I was when I was younger. In high school, people used to think i was sick cause I was so skinny. I dont wanna be THAT skinny, but thinner then I am right now. It's so frustrating. especially when the gym is so expensive. Is there anything I can do for exercise that will help me lose weight?? I want to lose weight for next summer, hopefully when we get married. I want to look totally different then I do now. I have an old picture of me when i was younger, I look totally different. Oh well, thats life, I cant change over nite. But im hoping I will get my butt in gear and lose some weight.

Family

Today I want to write about family. It is Jeremy's mom's birthday, I hope she has a great day, because she deserves it. When me and Jeremy get married, i am going to have the best In Laws. Some people always say how they dont get a long with their mother in laws or sisters in laws. But I love mine. Even though we arnt married yet, I still say In laws. Its amazing how big my family grew when I met Jeremy. I love it. It's such a blessing. They all accepted me into their family right away. My family accepted Jeremy right away too. Well just thought i would write a little about that. Happy Birthday mom!!! hope you have a great day!!

Packing

Well I dont have to work till 4:00 pm today, so i decided to pack...Man I hate packing. Some people just go crazy and do an awesome job packing, the the right things in the right boxes. But not me. I made a huge mess of the house. It frustrates me. I can't wait till we are all moved, and no more packing. Jake and Milo, our cats, are worse then kids. They have to get into every single box i make and play in them. I stuck a big piece of tape on Jake, that kept him busy for a while. But not for long. Someone came and looked at the place yesterday and Jeremy cleaned the appt spotless. I wish i could do that. Oh well. Now i have to work on the kitchen. I cant wait to throw all my pots and pans out and get a new set. I have one pan that I am going to keep, and get rid of the rest. Im going to buy a new set at walmart next week. I cant wait. Well I better get packing more. I work in a cupple hours so I want to get a lot done before i go to work. Hope everyone is well. I will post more later

Sad today

Today is my dad's birthday. It makes me sad he doesnt want anything to do with me anymore. I dont know where he is, or what he's doing. I can't even call him to wish him a happy birthday. Hopefully one day he will realize im not mad for the things he has done in the past. And we can build our relationship back. Right now i dont even know if he knows Jason is going to be a daddy, and He's going to be a grandpa. I really hope everyone else can forgive him for what he has done in the past too. I'm sure they can. But i dont know if he know's that. My dad was and still is great. He was always there for me when I needed him, and he never gave up, and was always positive at everything I did. I hope Jeremy and Ashley can get to know him better in the future. I think of Jeremy's dad as my dad. Sometimes I call him Dad. Then there is Ross, who I thnk expects me to think of him as my dad, or step dad. I would never think of him as either. Well enough of talking about dad's. Hope everyone is doing well. I will post more soon

My first Blog

Well I finally decided to make my own blog. After reading everyone eles's I decided to make my own. Well we got some great news today. We are finally moving out of this little Appartment. We found a really nice house, 3.5 bedrooms. 2 Living rooms. WOW what a difference. It has a huge yard for bbq's now and a nice Patio...YAY were so excited. Jeremy got really excited and told the lady we were gonna be at the house tomorrow at noon o'clock. haha it was pretty funny. I will write more about the house later. And hopefully add some pictures of it. Its great.