Braydon Luke Tyler everyone!

Baby!!

Well I am an aunty times two! I now have one of each! Breydon Luke Tyler was born this morning at 8:16 am! He weighed 8lbs 1oz! Jason called me, and Breydon was crying so loud cause he was hungry, but couldnt eat cause Ashley was getting stitched up! I can't wait to meet my Nephew!!! Congrats Jason, Ashley and Mercede! Welcome baby Breydon!

Nothing to exciting!

So nothing to much new here. School is over in a couple weeks! Well not over over, but we start our practicum on July 16th! It will be nice! Then our final is on July 28th! Haven't really heard anything about dad yet! But we are getting there. The cop that is helping me is great! So 2 more days then I am an aunty again! And 8 days I will be 24! I cant believe I am 24! I remember when I was 3! Funny what you can remember! Anyways gonna go cool down, you can tell its summer now! Hot and muggy! Oh well! Anyways gonna add some pictures! It's neat looking at pictures when you were younger, and now!

Happy Fathers Day Dad and Jason!

Happy fathers day to my daddy and Brother Jason!! Never thought I would be saying that to Jason!! Here are some nice daddy pics!!

I cant live not knowing where he is. So it is me again who must contact him!

Well I am at it again. I am finding my dad. I am not sure what everyone will think or anything. He is my father, I cant live without knowing where he is. He is my guardian angel, my hero, I look up to him. Even at times like this. I have started something. I wont say much here. If u want to know, you can call me, or msg me. All I need is support. I dont want to hear that he doesnt care about me. Because I know he always will. Anyways wish me luck!

Baby and other things!

Yay I am soo excited! I am going to be an aunty again really soon! Can't say the date, but sometime within the next couple weeks...I am so happy for my brother and Ashley! They are awesome parents. Mercede is lucky to have them. So to my Brother, sister-in-law, and Niece CONGRATULATIONS!! Not only are they having another baby, they just bought their first house! I called him yesterday and they were just setting up, and Mercede was trying to help! She is such a doll!! I am going to go visit them in August!! Long 30 hr bus ride, but well worth it!

School is exhausting right now, I don't know why, all I want to do is sleep. Not feeling good, no energy, no appetite, Just want to sleep! Hopefully it will go away soon, I think it's from the pain I am in right now, with my tendinitis, my ankle was very swollen yesterday, and I can barely walk on it. Stupid dr's here are well...stupid. He told me there was nothing for it, so i told my instructor at school and she said there is lots, if I don't do anything now i will need surgery. And also my tooth is infected again, so I have to go to the dentist next week. Maybe once my foot and mouth heal I will be better! I hope so!!

Tomorrow we are going to go to Barrier for karaoke! There are like 10 of us regulars going. It's going to be fun! Then saturday and sunday we will clean and do laundry and pack, cause we have to move at the end of the month! We dont really want to move now, cause we made this our home, but I am sure we can make our new place a home too!
Anyways Gotta go, gonna clean up and go to bed!

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I miss you dad

I really don't like these days:( The days when I cant get him off my mind, wondering if he's OK. I went to school today, and we talked about mental health problems, and things that lead to it. I shared my story about him, and it was very emotional. I wonder if he knows I am always thinking about him, or if he knows I have days where I cant function without knowing where he is. I had to leave school early today, I was having such a hard time. It didn't help I had a dream about him last night. I found him, and he came to live with us!! Next weekend is fathers day. I will buy him a little gift and a card, just so he knows I am thinking about him. I wish he realized how much he means to me and how much I miss him and love him! I am hoping tomorrow will be a better day. I just feel like hiding till I feel better again! Thanks for listening, who ever is reading this, and dad I miss you and love you soo much.

ooooh great

So when I got to see Ashley and Mercede 2 weeks ago my foot started swelling and it was sort of painful, I didnt think anything of it, just thought it was bad support in my shoes. But in the last week it has gotten really painful and the pain went into my heal and the other side of my foot. Feels like the bone is bruised. So I went to the doctor the other day, turns out I have really bad tendinitis in my ankle and heal! GREAT. I am wanting to go to the gym so bad, but I cant because I have to stay off it as much as I can, I got an ankle brace for support, but it still hurts like crazy. I am hoping it will get better within the next month, because I start my practicum next month. And I will be on my feet all day! ugh it's painful. Anyways Better go clean my house!! Have a gooder!!

Weight loss and stuff!

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Well I started my diet today. It has been going good. Craving carbs though, I want a piece of bread or pasta!! LOL cant have it though, it's alright, i will survive and it will be worth it in the end. Here is a list of what I ate today!

Breakfast: 1 egg scrambled
Snack: No fat plain yogurt, and 3 onion rings!:O
Lunch: Chicken salad, with hard boiled egg and fat free dressing
Dinner: Salad with mushrooms and egg, and 2 small pieces of roast beef, and lots of water.

So right now I am 224 lbs...so my scale says. My goal weight for right now is 175 lbs, It's horrible but I will do it!!