some pics!!

CONGRATS DANIELLE!!!!

Wow, what an amazing day!! Danielle got married. I cant believe it. It was so beautiful, and she looked beautiful...but when doesnt she!! She wore a black and red lace dress, and Dave wore a red suit! It was a wedding to remember. AND!! Abbotsford got their first snow fall!! It started snowing when we left for the ceremony, and it snowed all night. So she got her white wedding!! This is one day I will never forget. I remember when we were kids, playing dolls and watching full house and saved by the bell. It seems like it was just yesterday. I feel so lucky i got to grow up with her being my best friend!! We have been through so much together. But no matter how far apat we are, we are so close! I love haning out with her, watching scary movies and giggling. And YES she ALWAYS makes me giggle!! I know she is probably gonna read this. So Danielle congrats!! I love you dude!! BFF

In abbotsford!!

Well I am finally here!! At danielles, its awesome seeing her and the kids again. 2 more days till the big day!! I still remember like yesterday when we were kids. Bein goofy and hyper. And now we are all grown up, and she is getting married and has 2 beautiful children!! Congrats Danielle!! Love ya.

A bit better.

Well i am starting to feel a little better over the whole break up thing. I miss him like crazy still. When you break up, its like suffering a big loss. I know he is still in my life. But not right now. He doesnt call. Or want to hang out. But its ok. It must be awkward for him too. I would love to see him, and hang out with him. I miss him like words cant describe! I miss waking up to him in the morning, and going to sleep with an I love you and a kiss goodnight, as he walks out the door to work. I will always be in love with our memories we created together. I will never forget them. He is an amazing person, and if i dont end up marrying him someone else will be lucky enough to. Babe I love you no matter what happens, never forget that.

change in Life :(

Well im sure most of you have heard. Jeremy and I broke up. I am still in shock, and miss him so much. But im guessing it was for the better. He was and still is everything to me. I love him with all my heart, no matter what happens he will always be my dear friend. Its amazing how much you miss something, or someone after you dont have them any more. I still see my future with him. Having an amazing wedding, beautiful children. Just not any time soon. We both need to change things I know. I understand we are still both very young, and have our whole lives ahead of us. I just hope i can spend my life with him. And his amazing family. They are amazing people. I dont want to lose the connection I have with them. They will always be my family no matter what happens. I love you guys so much, thanks for everything. This is one of the hardest things I have been through, but in the end everything will be ok. I am living with a roomate right now. She is really cool. I got a phone call today from a friend of my moms, he wants me to go and live at his house to watch his son, Free rent, and everything, and its closer to work. he said he will buy the groceries and everything. I am going to talk to him after work tonight and work things out. I would really like to do it, I will gain more independance, and save money to go to school. Well thats enough for now. Hope everyone is well!!