Plans for 2008...and prev plans of 2007

Well tonight is the last night of 2007. It was definitely different year. New Relationships, lots of new babies! And I realized I could do it on my own!! It was definitely a rough end of 2006. But I moved on, Learned how to be on my own again. I did happen to meet the Travis! That was a good thing! Then we moved on, moved away...Were extremely excited to get out of Quesnel, But unfortintly it did not work, so we decided to move to Kamloops. And Love it. I have been able to find a good job, see a long lost cousin!! And meet new people. My New Years resolution for 2008 is get my license...or at least my L. and Lose 65 lbs, so we can go to Hawaii next winter.

Christmas!

Christmas was awesome. We both worked Christmas Day...Very slow. I got an IPOD from Travis...Still cant figure out how to upload songs, Anyone have any suggestions? Then on the 27th We went up to Quesnel. And had Christmas there. I got a 17 piece pot and pan set! we got a deep freeze, like 4 sweaters, 2 pairs of PJs, and lots more. We got spoiled. I have never seen so much snow in my whole life, Quesnel probably has about 2.5 feet of snow! I finally got some good pics of my mom and I, and Trav and my mom! I will post some. I also have a couple pics of Mercede that I will scan and post! But for now i have to go and get ready for work!

It's been a while!

Well its been a while since i have blogged! Nothing to exciting around here. We are getting ready for Christmas! Cant wait. Trav and I are both working Christmas, Boxing Day, and New Years Day. So double time and a half for 3 days on the same check! NICE! So I have joined curves! I am very frustrated though. I cant believe all the unhealthy food out there! So much is bad for you. Its kind of Discouraging. But after Christmas a friend of mine and I are going to start doing it together, She was on a Low cab, High Protein diet. And lost like 13lbs in a month! Trav and I are planning a trip to Hawaii and I want to be able to wear something nice, and not be insecure about myself. I cant wait.

My mom called me tonight for the first time in almost two months, and I didnt even get to talk to her:( So hopefully i can talk to her tomorrow when she calls! If she calls.

We are going back home on the 27-30 of December! I cant wait to see my mom. Anyways thats enough for now!

Merry Christmas Everyone!

hmmmm

Is there anyone who reads my blog anymore?? Let me know, i dont get comments anymore :(

AHHHHH!!!! Happiness

WOOO HOOO we went to the Aaron Lines concert last night. It was awesome. Maybe 300 people the max were there. It was a very interactive show. Travis could have gotten up and sang with him, but he was to chicken. I myself though got to TOUCH HIM, AND HUG HIM!! AND GET MY PIC TAKEN WITH HIM, AND GOT HIS AUTOGRAPH!! I am definatly framing thoes tickets he signed for us!! I have never seen Travis have so much fun. If you havnt heard many of Aaron Lines songs, download some. A couple of my faves are Somebody's son, you cant hide Beautiful, and Cheeper to keep her! Very touching, and Cheeper to keep her is just funny... Its pretty neat, because mine and travs fave song is Cheeper to Keep her, and it was cool hearing it live, and they were so close. Jason Blaine opened for him, he is awesome too, a good one of his is Rock In My Boot!! We had a great time, and we are looking forward to the Paul Brandt Concert. I will post the pic with me and Aaron when i figure it out! YAY

Christmas Wishes

people have been asking me what I want for Christmas. I dont want to ask for anything. I get what I get, its not about the gifts, its about family. But some of the things i do wish for it that My dad has a dry warm Christmas with a really good dinner. I would do anything to spend it with him.

I hope Dwayne and Lorriane have a great christmas after Dwayane Full hip replacement In decemeber.

I hope Travis's parents enjoy our company as we are there for Christmas.

Last year was the worst christmas ever. Last year I woke up to an empty house, no christmas tree no presents of coffee. Nothing. It was the worst day ever. But My mom and Ross made that day better, and I feel privilaged that I got to spend it with Ross' parents, whom both passed away this year.

Travis and I started a tradition last year, Christmas night we went all over town and looked at all the Christmas lights. Hopefully we can do it again this year.

I love my family and friends, and hope everyone has a great Holiday!!!

life in Kamloops

Well I have some worrysome news. Dad is missing again, not sure where he is, no one has seen him at the shelter in over a month. I am mad, and worried. Mostly worried. All I can say is I am happy I got the chance to see him in July, and that Travis got to meet him. Because now I dont know the next time I will see him again. So please keep my dad in your thoughts, and hope hes ok! Thanks!

So life here in Kamloops is good. We are both working lots. I got a great shift, 9:00 am to 5:30 Pm. I still dont like getting up early, but its not as bad as 3:30. Travis is working 12:30-9:00pm. He has requested earlier shifts, but has not gotten them yet. I am working on getting my license. It is hard because I dont have anyone to drive with. We do have a good driving school that costs abuot 1200.00, but I cant afford that right now. But it sure would help to get my License. It was Travis's birthday last month so I decided to buy him concert tickets to go see Aaron Lines. Its going to be an awesome concert because it is at the Sagebrush Theatre, and it only holds like 800 people, I think a bit less!! So when I bought thoes tickets, I also bought another set of Tickets to Paul Brandt. That one will be awesome too. Aaron Lines is on November 7th, and Paul Brandt is November 30th!! I get weekends off from work, and Travis usually has to work them. But he gets this coming weekend off, and we are taking a trip to the Wildlife park!! And maybe go Karting on sunday. It'll be nice to spend some time with him!!

So I have decided to join the gym!! We are planning on going to Hawaii next winter, and I want to wear a bikini or something!! Or at least look good. I am going to join the YMCA. They have one right down the road from us. I could go 5 days a week, after or before work!! I need to eat healthy, but dont know what im supposed to eat. If anyone has tips they would like to share, please do. Once I get motivated I will post before and after pics. Maybe a pic every month. Just to get me going even more. I need all the support I can get!!

Gotta go for now. Please keep my dad in your thoughts, and feel free to comment!!

Amazing

Its amazing how life works. One is Born, one dies. Its just amazing the plans god has for us. I say this because Grandpa Joe passed away on Wednesday. Grandma Gwen just passed away exactly one month ago on Wednesday. They are together again. Being together for 60 yrs, and then nothing, would be so hard. I believe grandpa went to be with his wife. I am happy they are together again. I love you grandma and grandpa fouty!! Just want to say Happy Birthday to Jeremy and Jason for today, and Happy Birthday to Jen for tomorrow!!

Thanksgiving

Well we had a really nice thanksgiving. Even though the weather was rainy and wet. It was still nice. We went to Travis' parents house. It was nice being home. The first night we were there we slept till 11:15 in the morning. We have never done that! We got to see my mom, and our friends Dwayne and Lorraine. Travis sings with them. The dinner was AMAZING. Couldnt eat it all though, there was so much, and i was sooo full. We got to go out for lunch with the friends that set us up!! Its funny looking back, almost a year ago. I want to say congrats to Starla, Lawerence, Gabriel, and Noah on your new addition to the family. Baby Lily!! She is adorable! I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving.

Excitment and Frustration

Well I dont know what to say, some people make me mad. I dont care if this person reads my blog or wat. Me and Jeremy broke up almost a year ago. You have to realize I have moved on, I dont follow your life like a book, so quit saying shit about me, I have never done anything to you guys. Jeremy is with YOU not me. SO SHUT UP, and why don't you grow up a bit. Sorry If I have offended anyone. This person thinks I am snooping around and tracking everything they do. Well I'm not. So Tasha enough about the bullshit.

Anyways We are going to Quesnel for the weekend! I cant wait. Turkey and Family! YAY. Travis' parents are selling their house. I am going to miss it there:( Oh well. I get to see my mom and ross too, and my Kitty!! Maybe I will sneak him home this time...SHH, lol. And we get to show off our new car. Derek, Travs brother wanted to trade us cars for the weekend, cause he has a Honda Prelude. But I dont know if we are going to switch. I died my hair platinum blonde! It looks really good. Oh well I am going to go now.

Its amazing how times change

Here are 2 pics of dad and I. I just thought it would be neat to compare pics, from 3 yrs ago, and now. I am all grown up now, and you can sure see how dad has changed too, he looks different. i LOVE YOU DADDY

ZOOM ZOOM ZOOM

Well We finally bought a car!! I know what some of you are thinking. Buts its a good car, and we can afford it, We got a Mazda Protege5!! 2003 It was $15995, BUT...We Traded Travs car in and got 3000.00 for it. So that Knocked it down to 12 something. Its a nice car!!

I just got home tonight, went to my mom and ross' for 3 days, for the funeral. Got to meet lots of ross' family. We had a nice service for Grandma Gwen. I feel so bad for Grandpa Joe, my mom is going to be taking care of him. Making his meals, washing his clothes, all that kind of fun stuff, Eventually he will be put in a home and someone else can do it for him. Grandma and Grandpa Fouty were married in 1945. I could imagiane being married that long, and then losing them. Grandpa is strong and he will be ok. But yesterday seeing the look on his face just broke my heart.

Anyways back to work tomorrow. Get to see Travis in 2 HOURS!! YAY

Here is a pic of our car!!

Sad

Well I just got some good news and some horrile news. Good news, My step sister had her baby!! Congrats Amber, Ryan and Pierce! Welcome baby Cohen. I bet hes cute. Bad news...Grandma fouty passed away the same day Cohen was born. Gradma Fouty was another grandma to me, she is Ross's mom. I am so lucky I got to meet her, and spend the says with her as I did. I even got to spend 2 Christmas' in a row with her. She was a great lady, wasnt scared to say anything. So please keep Grandpa Joe in your prayers, hope he copes with his loss, they were married 60 yrs, I couldnt even think of that. Anyways. One good note, Its Travis' birthday tomorrow, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUNNY!!

School

So I think I might have plans for the year!! I am going to try my hardest to achieve them. I just found a Community Collegs in Kamloops that offers Resident Care. And it starts next April. I submitted my online application, Im not sure what will happen next. Maybe they will call me and get some testing done. I will work full time till april and save save save, so i can actually pay for school, and not take a student loan. So we will see wat happens when they get a hold of me, I will keep you all updated though!!

Goodbye

Well tomorrow is the day Jason and Ashley move:( I am happy for them, but it sucks. It takes about 18 hrs to get to Fort Nelson. So hopefully a bus ticket wont cost to much money, so I can go visit them. I want to be there to see my neice grow up. I really dont want to be 18 hrs away from them. But I guess thats life. Love you Jason, Ashley and Mercede!! We will miss you!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I know my recent posts have been about my dad. But today is his birthday. He is 48! So just wanted to say happy birthday daddy!!

Tattoo

pics

here are some pics of me and my daddy!! I finally got my tattoo, its a guardian angel and it says daddys little girl! I will post a pic when i get one!

work, heat and babies!!

Well work is going good, getting busy and kind of boring. Talking to grumpy Americans can be kind of stressful but funny at the same time. Some of them come up with the funniest ideas. Today I had one guy call in and ask for his membership fee waved, and if i couldnt wave it he was going to cancel his card...LOL anyways enough obout that.

It has been pretty cool here, the weather hasnt been to bad, except today, it was 36. Way to hot for me. There is a forest fire up on the hill, i was watching all the bomber planes and hellicopters trying to put it out. Hopefully they got it a ll out. This weekend is supposed to get really hot too. But we are heading to Quesnel for the weekend, to visit family and some friends, and hopefully it will be cooler there then it is here, we are leaving tomorrow (friday) and coming back sunday!

I talked to my mom tonight, she said Mercede is Crawling and getting into things. I guess the other day she climbed out of her crib and went into the kitchen and got into the cat food!! Kids are so funny. Its amazing how fast they grow. Jason Ashley and Mercede are moving to Ft. Nelson soon:( Whiche is 16 hrs away from Aunty. It sucks, but I'll have to make some special trips to go spoil my neice a couple times a year. They are coming to Kamloops hopefully the 3rd of aug, then i can see them!!

Anyways enough for now. Hope everyone is well, have a great weekend! Leave some comments, its always neat to see who reads my blogs!!

Havn't blogged in a while

well things are going pretty good here in kamloops, except the heat, not used to that. Not sure if I will. The other day it was about 40 degrees. Work is going good. Finallu used to getting up at 4:30, I took 2 hrs of calls today, and probably like 2 more hours tomorrow, and hopefully the rest of the week. Its pretty neat. My birthday weekend was awesome, went to the family reunion and got to see so many people I havn't seen in a long time. I got some nice pictures of me and my dad, and travis and my dad. It was so nice seeing him again, he looks really good. I will post pictures when I can!! Well I should go, we are at the library and running out of time. We are supposed to get the internet hooked up on saturday, then I can post more!! Take care and talk soon!!!

Birthday Wish!

Well we arrived in New west today, Staying at Jason and Ashleys for the night. Then tomorrow we are heading off to the reunion, I am very excited to see everyone!! I cant wait. My birthday is on monday, July 2nd. I told Travis I wanted one thing for my birthday, and that was to see my dad. And I got to see him!! It was so awesome. I was shaking and almost crying before we even found him. I walked in and seen him sitting at a table, and he seen me I could see the instant tears in his eyes. My birthday wish came true. So we had lunch with him, and sat outside for about 2 hrs just talking. I got pictures and stuff that I will add when I get my computer up and running!! I get to spend the weekend with Jason and Ashley and my beautiful neice mercede. I have pics of her too that I will add. I am going to go though, I am getting tired. Hope everyone is well, talk soon!!!

Kamloops and stuff

Well we found a place to rent today, we are moving in on saturday. I am excited. Weather is really hot here, sometimes to hot but it's ok. Kamloops is a really nice place, I am happy here. We went to Quesnel last weekend. Suprised our friends who Travis sings Karaoki with. They were pretty excited. I start my training next monday, at 5:45 am. Not looking forward to that, buit I will get used to it. Mom is doing good in mission. She is going to be going back to Quesnel in about a week, to start over with Ross. He has been going to rehab and getting counselling. Which is good. But I think it is to soon for my mom. Her and Aunty Colleen went to see my dad today, hopefully that went ok. I'll call her tonight and see, and I will post more. We are going to the family reunion in 2 weeks. I cant wait to see everyone. Well I have to get going. Hope everyone is well. Take care and talk soon!!

Good luck Mom!!

Well I stayed at Travis's parents last night, we are in town for a wedding. Got to see my mom, which was very nice. I got a phone call this morning at 4:30 from my mom. Didnt really know what was up so I called her back, She decided to leave Ross. I am sending her on the bus today at 11:05 am, and she should be in Abbotsford at 7:05!! I am so happy for her words cant even describe. It has taken her 4 yrs almost to the date to realize she wasnt happy. I am so thankful my mom got enough currage to leave that loser. She will be in a happier place, and get her life in order again. Keep my mom in your thoughts, and wish us lots of luck. I will keep you posted about everything!! Thanks so much everyone

Convergys

Well Travis and I both got a job at convergy's. I am going to be an american express consultant, and Travis is a computer tech. I will be doing 5-6 weeks of training, and Travis will do 3 weeks. Then we will be qualified to work. I am so excited!! I will be making 11.55 an hr to start. Kamloops is a really nice place. We are going to go to the reunion only for 2 days tho, we can only get the Saturday and Sunday off. But thats ok, as long as I can go for at least one day. I cant wait to see everyone, and camp, I havent been camping in sooo long! It'll be lots of fun. Well hope to see everyone there!! Take care

In Kamkoops

Well we have decided to move to Kamloops. Unfortinutly things did not work out in Airdrie. Jen I am so sorry that things had to end so soon. My stay there was awesome, it was nice to get to know you again, and to meet the kids. I cant wait to come back and visit. Things are going to work out just fine for me here in Kamloops. I dropped a resume off at Gonverys yesterday, which is a big telecomunication centre, and they reemberse you for schooling. So I am hoping I will get a call in a day or two. They have 3 colleges here, Sprott-Shaw, TRU, and Another one with just health courses. I am hoping to apply at sprott-shaw. Travis and I are going to the family Reunion in July, I cant wait to see them. I'm kind of worried though, not sure what they are going to say about everything. But hopefully we can put all that aside and have a great time. Thanks so much everyone for their support. I will keep in touch with everyone. Take care and talk soon!

Getting closer and closer!!

Last night I got a phone call, from Aunty Colleen. She went to the Salvation Army and found my dad!! She had lunch with him and everything. I cried last night, the first time I cried in over 6 months. I am trying to find a return plane tickit from Calgary to Abbotsford or Vancouver, so I can see him, and have lunch with him too. Just to see him will make my day!! I am told he is a big bush man with grey hair. I cant picture him like that, but oh well. I am soo excited!!

So yesterday me and Jen went and got a membership for Goodlife Fitness. If I keep working at it constantly, i will be 138 lbs by december. Things are finally looking up. I am really enjoying it here. The kids are great fun, its neet seeing how fast Lindsey is growing. She is starting to smile and coo. Kolby is starting to talk. Travis got a new Job working for telus! He really enjoys it.

I am going to make a new blog for my fitness blog!!
Take care and talk soon

Interesting weather in Alberta I tell ya!

Well the weather has been very strange around here lately. A couple weeks ago, it was almost 30 degrees, short and t-shirt weather. Then it started to cool down a bit. We got a really weird storm, I witnessed my first mini tornado in the parking lot of where I work. It came across the field, into the parking lot, picked a van up off it's wheels, then it turned and went down the street. Really windy and stormy. Last night was the same, really windy, the power even went out for a bit. THEN!! I woke up this morning, and it's SNOWING like crazy. May 21st, we have about 3 cms of snow so far, and it doesnt look like it's gonna quit!! Back home it's probably all sunny and warm!!

Father Daughter

My dad and I always had a very special Father Daughter bond. He was always away for work, but when he would come home, we would spend the whole day together just talking, eating junk food, and having a good time. My dad has always been my hero, he was always the one i went to with problems, because he would sit and talk to me about them till I felt better. I would always here how much people couldn't stand their dad's. When I heard that, I remember always thinking, wow im so lucky to have a dad like mine. He was always fun and goofy, but searious when he wanted to be. I always remember the ways he would bug me in front of boys, and wistle at me in front of them, just because he knew it made me mad. My dad has made me who I am today. Even though he isnt here with me, and hasnt been in a very long time, I still thank him every day for what he has done for me. I know he is out there somewhere thinking about me, maybe he is to scared to talk to me because of the things he has done. But that is all in the past, I wish he would know how much I want him in my life and how much I need him in my life right now and forever. One time he told me he will always be my Guardian Angel. Now I truely believe he is my guardian angel. He is always here with me. present or not, I can always feel the love he had for me. How I was always daddy's little girl. I used to fight my brother just to be able to sit by my dad. We would always take one day of the week and go shopping together, we could always get junk food!! I love my dad so much, I would do anything in the world to be with him. Daddy I love you, never forget that. It breaks my heart knowing that he isnt around anymore. No more laughs, eating junk food, going for long drives. The memories will always be there, and one day daddy will be too. Until then, I have to hold tight and keep the memories with me. Till the day my dad wants to be found! I want to be the one to see him for the first time, and hug and kiss him. I await this day every day of my life. Dad come home soon, I miss you!

UPDATE

Ok, so the cop called me back yesterday. He said he delt with my dad in April. He said my dad was really friendly and wouldnt hurt a thing. He also said the reason he talked to my dad was because he was sleeping on the street. Which means he is homeless. So good and bad news. We will find him sooner or later...Hopefully sooner. It makes me sick to my stomache, that I have a roof over my head, and food to eat. And my own flesh and blood is living on the streets. It's just not fair. So dont take your parents for granted. It makes me mad when i hear people say how much they hate their dad. Well you only have one, you never know what can happen!

Update on my search!

Well I have the best news in the whole intire world! My dad is in Abbotsford! I called the Abbotsford Police Deparment today, they said they had a conformation with him in April of this year. So now I have to try and get a hold of where he is living. And maybe talk to him...*Crosses Fingers* I will keep you updated as soon as I hear more! Thanks everyone for their support.

On a mission!!

Today I am going to start my search for my dad. I dont care how long it takes me, or how much it will cost. I miss my dad so much, and I think everyone else does. But probably not as much as me! It has been over a year since we heard from him last. I think now it's time to start looking for him! My dad is my hero, sure he has his faults, but he has taught me so much in life. I want him to know where I am, I want him to meet Travis, and meet his grandaughter also. I am going to go to the cop station today and see if they can help me. Then I will go to the corrections of BC, and see if they can search him if he is in Jail. I just want to know where he is, and that he is safe. I love my dad dearly, and think about him all the time. Please with me luck, i'm sure I will need it. I will keep you guys posted, everytime I hear something!! Thanks so much. Hope everyone is well!!

Pix of the trip to Airdrie

This is Mt Robson, It was so breathtaking!!
This is an Elk going into Jasper...I thought it was funny cause they have no tails, and their butts stick out!
Just leaving Jasper may 2nd
Columbian Ice Fields!! OMG they were awesome
Just hangin out in bed last night having fun with the camera!!

Here are some pics of the trip here, and a really good one of me and travis we took last night.

Here in Airdrie

Well we arrived safe and sound...and a bit tired! Airdrie is wonderfull, the people are really nice. And omg so many jobs!! Travis already started work yesterday, he is at work right now too. He is enjoying it here also. I went job hunting, I have 2 jobs lined up right now. At Joey's seafood restaurant, and at The Real Canadian Liquor Store. They are going to work around my schedual. I will also be taking some upgrading courses, and hopefully be in school full time by the end of auguest. I want to take the Hospital Unit Clerk. And work in Calgary which will be nice.

The trip here was breath taking! We got to go through the Columbian Ice Fields. OMG i have never seen anything more amazing then that. I think Travis thought I was nuts, cause I got so excited, and took lots of pictures. I will post them as soon as I can. We stayed in Jasper the first night, it was a really nice hotel. We went to the lounge for dinner, which was AWESOME! We both had Pasta. Then we got cake for dessert...It was moldy! EWW So we complained and got a free piece of cheese cake! Which was awesome.

We have been exploring Airdrie, checking out new things! My phone number has changed, so if anyone wants to give me a call, i would love to here from you. My new number is...1-403-870-5943! Hope everyone is well. I will post more soon, hopefully add some pics!!

LOL i like this one

Sarah needs. I stole this one from Christy!! Google your name, and put needs beside it. Copy and Paste!

1. Sarah Needs Posts

2. Sarah Needs You

3. Sarah Needs Us

4. Sarah Needs a Cold Shower

5. Sarah needs findings in order to see what else Google comes up with

6. Sarah needs to kick him in the nuts!! HAHAHA okay!!

7. Sarah needs money for her isreal mission!

8. Sarah needs to get her life back together and establish herself as a person in charge!

9. Sarah needs your help...hmmm

10. Sarah needs your manly vote!!


haha this one was fun. I tag everyone!!

2 more days!

Well today is sunday, and we are leaving on Tuesday! I am so excited. I have my packing almost done! Tonight it my last night of work. Its going to be weird knowing i dont work there any more as of tonight. I have never been so happy, and thankfull in my whole life. I am so happy because I have met the perfect guy, and we are moving, to start our life together. And I am so thankful for my cousin Jen for taking us in! It's gonna turn out awesome. Thanks everyone for the support they have given us during this time. We really appreciate it. Thanks again Jen

Mercede Pics!!

Jason and Baby Mercede...she looks impressed!

Hangin out in bed!
Mercede with cousins Jessica and Paige, Great Great aunty pat, and Grandma
What a cutie!!

this is cozmo, looking cute!! My Milo, looking sleepy
Kitty takin it easy and relaxin!
half a smile!

Just thought i would post some of the cutest animals!! Hope you like them!!

AWESOME!!

We all went out for dinner last night at Pinisola, It's a really good Italian Restaurant. I didnt really like what I got, but thats ok, I just wanted to try something different. But the company was awesome. We had 10 people show up.

It's amazing how big of an impact someone can have on your life. I just began thinking that, I am moving away from my mom. I'm not sure how we will manage, but we will. 6 months ago I moved in with my mom and Ross. They were so supportive the whole time, till I moved out. And then back in January they took me in again. I have realized this is home, and always will be home. I am going to miss my mom the most. I want to get her something really nice, from daughter to mother. Anyone have any ideas!? Well I have to go get ready, i'm going for coffee with a friend today. Hope everyone is well. Let me know if anyone has any Idea.

I love you

WOW

Well I want to say congrats to Jen, Keith, Jake and Kolby, on their new addition to the family. Baby Lindsey Anne! Congrats guys. I am so extremely excited! Travis and I are moving to Alberta next week. He has already got a job there, at Canadian Tire. I think this move will be awesome, I cant wait to get out of Quesnel. No offense to the people who like Quesnel. I am going to be working, and saving money for school. They have a good school where we are going. We are moving to Airdrie, and we are going to be staying with my awesome cousin Jen and her family. Thanks so much you guys! Travis and I are extremely excited to move away, and start a new life in a new town...And a new Province!!

We just finished Shutdown at Cariboo Pulp and paper. It was a very good week, we got a lot done, and made a lot of money!! Wednesday I pretty much froze to death in the mill, It felt about -5 in there then. It was hard. We did spark and Tank watch. For spark watch you sit on ur ass all day and watch people weld things and make sure nothing dont catches on fire. And Tank watch was more interesting. You had to keep track of who goes in and out of the Tanks. So pretty much sat on your ass all day and made 24.46 an hour. We also got a meal tickit at the end of every shift. which are worth 19.56, and everywhere in Quesnel accepts them. So next weekend Travis and I are taking our parents out for dinner before we move. So who ever wants to come can! We want lots of people to come, it would be great!

On another note. People who read my blog, and leave comments like they did, like saying EW to my pics, dont read my blog. I know exactly who you are, and I dont like you, and you know that. So stop snooping around. If you want to leave a comment, let everyone else know who you are!!!! LOSER.

Anyways enough about that. Hope everyone is ok.

Pics and blogging!

SOOOO bored!!!
Creepy picture!!
Me being bored
This is Travis at Karaoke the other night
Ain't I cute?
Well I haven't written a blog in a while, so I thought i would update. Things are going pretty good here, Travis and I are really good, he is amazing! His eyes are finally healed, thank goodness! Work is going good. I am getting lots of hours. I got a job at CPP, Cariboo Pulp and Paper, for shut down, spark and Tank watch. Making 24.50 an hour! That will be so nice. We are going to save some money and move. Hopefully to Alberta! I got a new phone, it's a Nokia 5300 it has a 1.3 mega pixel camera, and it holds over 1500 songs. I am going to post some pics of me and Trav that I took!!

Blah

I woke up this morning, and looked out the window, expecting it to be all sunny and worm. Well instead there was snow! So much f it too, looks like about a foot. I am so sick of the snow. I want it to be spring! I cant wait till spring.

*update on Travis*

Well I said in my other blog Travis had an eye infection. Well his contacts driedup and shrunk, so when he took them out, they tore both of his corenia's. He has been in a lot of pain, but is slowly getting better. But I am going crazy, I havnt seen him since monday, and today is friday. I probably wont see him till next week sometime, till he is able to drive again. So he is there, and I am here. I got that stupid cold that is going around, there are about 4 people from work that have it too.

I am finally getting more hours at work now too, which is nice, it gives me something to do, and some money too. Well I am going to go watch a movie before i kill this stupid computer. Hope everyone is well. TTYL

I feel so helpless

I feel so helpless right now. Travis is at home, with a survere eye infection. It is very contageous. They are not sure what it is from. His mom had to take him into the hospital tonight. It could be from his contacts, because yesterday he went to put them in, and his eye started huting really bad, and it hurt him all day. I am just being an over reacting worried girlfriend I guess. I just wish I could be there with him, and make him feel better. Please keep Travis in your thoughts!! Thanks!

Nice couple of day!!

It has been so nice around here. Nice weather!! Yesterday was 11 degrees. The snow is almost gone! I love the snow, but I cant wait till spring and summer, and no more snow. Travis' parents own a farm on the black water road. It's so nice, they have 3 horses. I am usually scared of horses, but not thses ones. As soon as all the snow is gone, and it gets nicer out, he's gonna take me horse back riding! I cant wait. His farm is so beautiful and peaceful. They have 160 acres of land, and about 160 cows!! Their so neat. It kind of remindes me of back home, with the smell of cow manure!

Anyways hope everyone is well. Leave comments, i'm not even sure who reads my blogs anymore because i never get comments :(

Pics

The pics below are of me and Travis the other night at a friends birthday party! Finally you can see the Travis I always talk about!!

yay pictures!!

I remember

I remember the good times of being silly together
Getting frustrated and throwing my toys at him!
I remember him coming home from a party, and we covered him in makeup
how we used to fight about who got to sit next to him
our long talks after midnight, when I was supposed to be in bed
how he used to eat all the junk food in the house, (we had to hide it)
the hugs he used to give, once a day he would ask for his hug!
I remember always being a daddy's little girl
Always wanting to be with him
Any time of day was great with him
I remember how all his neices and nephews just loved him, and how he loved them
I remember the last time I seen him, the big hug he gave me, with the tears in his eyes,
I was everything to him, He thought the world of me, his little girl.
I thought the world of him, I guess thats why I'm daddy's little girl!!
I remember the best dad in the world,
The best one anyone could ever ask for!
I love you daddy!!

My dad is my Guardian Angel, He stood by me through thick and thin. We shared so many laughs together. We had good times, fun times, sad times. I remember my dad took me to Caifornia on one of his long haul trips, we found this little mexican restaurant in San Burnadino, I remember just sitting in there, at 12 years old thinking the world of this amazing man. My dad us my insperation in life, he never ever said anything negative about me, and always believed in everything I did. Sure he would embarass me at times in front of boys I liked, or in front of all m friends. I remember he would always say, just be your self. It took me so long to do that, and not think about what other people would say about me. Now I am myself, and I thank my dad for that. It's amazing how much of an impact someone can have in your life. My dad is my hero, and I think the world of him. I can't wait for the day he can walk me down that Isle, and give me away.

It has been a realy rough 5 years for my dad, life changing things has happened to him. I have not seen him, or heard from him in over a year, if I had one wish right now, it would be to see my dad, and just to hold him in my arms again, and tell him everything will be ok. Please keep my dad in your thoughts, and lets pray he is well. Thanks!!

Never forget the memories

Well today is exactly 4 months since Jeremy and I broke up. Its amazing how many memories we created together. Good ones and bad ones, ones that made you laugh, and made you cry. Thoes I will never forget. I will never forget our sunday morning breakfasts with Mom and James, Davey and Jason. Or the big meals at Dad and Vi's, and how we would go crazy over Vi's homeade buns, and all her yummy desserts!! Or when we took the trip to Terrace, to see Starla and Lawerence, Noah was so tiny, only 10 days old. Now we hav drifted away from one another, but the memories will always be there with me. Some days I sit down and think about the good times we had, and how I cherished every moment I got to spend with him. Four wonderful years. I couldnt have asked for anything better. He taught me so much about life, and made me an open kind person. We have both moved on. He seems to have found someone really nice, and seems to treat him well. As long as he is happy, I am happy for him. I too have moved on, met someone amazing, who I can create new memories. But never will I forget the ones me and Jeremy created. I cant wait till we can sit down and talk again, as friends catching up. I have not been able to do that yet. But i cant wait to!! I wish him luck in the future, and I hope he never forgets the memories we created together. There will always be a place in my heart for him.

Valentines Day!

Hope everyone had a good Valentines day with their special someone! I know I did. Travis showed up last night with a dozen roses, and the sweatest card. He said he had another suprise for me, so we went to the Quesnel. A local bar here in town. We had a really nice dinner. We had Garlic prawns for an appy, then steak with all the fixings, and Ice cream sundae for dessert. We could have gotten a special coffee or something too, but we didnt. It turned out to be a great night. We went to the Cariboo after words. Which is another local bar here in town. I got to hear him sing, which is always nice. He is a great singer. He sings country. People say he sounds like George Strait, or Garth Brooks! He wants to start playing the guitar one day. He has a friend who has a country band, and told him that if he learns Guitar he can play in the band. That got him pretty excited. I am going to have to take some pics of us, and post them so everyone can see what he looks like!! Anyways enough about that. Hope everyone is well.

bored out of my mind!!

Today has been soo boring, I think I am going to go crazy! Mom and Travis are at work...Ross is here drunk of course. So I am trying to avoid him all day. Anyways enough about that. Things have been going great. Travis and I are doing really well. I am so happy I found him, It's amazing who you can find when your not looking. It went both ways with us, we both got over breakups, and all that kind of fun stuff, and we just kind of found each other. It was like it was ment to be. Milo is doing great and adjusting well. He has made new friends, and we just recently let him outside! NO MORE LITTER BOXES!! He is a great cat, i couldnt ask for a better one! Work is really sucky right now. I quit the job at Murphy's, the boss's were really rude, so i called an hour before my shift and quit. I know it wasnt the best thing to do. But i really didn't want to go to work. I am still working at A&W. But not getting many hours. My aunt called me to see if i could watch her foster daughter for a week. And get paid 500.00 so that will be nice! I'm kind of excited to do that, just to get out of my parents place for a week. Then hopefully find a good full time job and move out on my own again! Anyways thats enough for now! Hope everyone is well. Leave comments if you want ;)

Milo is here!!

Yay!! I have milo. He is doing great, and adjusting well to the new animals. He still attacks the dog, but what can you exopect! I can tell he really missed me. The other morning I woke up and he was curled up on my chest sound a sleep, purring!! He is such a great cat. I just hope Jake will be alright with out him, I'm sure he will be!

Missing my daddy

It has been a year now since I last seen my dad. I miss him so much. No one has heard from him since last march. I miss everything about him. I want him to know how I am doing, and I want him to meet my new boyfriend. I think he would really like him. When I was younger dad would always say I will always be your guardian angel. So I am thinking of getting a guardian angel tattoo on my left shoulder, with the words saying Daddy's Little Girl. I just need someone to design it for me. I think it would be neat, then I know my dad will always be with me no matter where he is. I just wish I could find him, and just hug him and never let him go. Right now I would do anything to see my daddy!!

Milo

Well I'm not sure if you all know, i moved out of my roomates place, back into my parents place for right now. It's going pretty good. Ross told me today i can have my cat here. But there is one problem. Jeremy has him, and he has Jake too, which is his cat. Milo is mine, I am thinking it would be great to have my baby back. But I dont want to split him and Jake up...What do u think I should do? I feel selfish if i take him away from everything he knows. But i want him so bad. Let me know what you all think. Then maybe i will think about it more. Thanks!!

Mercede Lynn Russell!!