I remember

I remember the good times of being silly together
Getting frustrated and throwing my toys at him!
I remember him coming home from a party, and we covered him in makeup
how we used to fight about who got to sit next to him
our long talks after midnight, when I was supposed to be in bed
how he used to eat all the junk food in the house, (we had to hide it)
the hugs he used to give, once a day he would ask for his hug!
I remember always being a daddy's little girl
Always wanting to be with him
Any time of day was great with him
I remember how all his neices and nephews just loved him, and how he loved them
I remember the last time I seen him, the big hug he gave me, with the tears in his eyes,
I was everything to him, He thought the world of me, his little girl.
I thought the world of him, I guess thats why I'm daddy's little girl!!
I remember the best dad in the world,
The best one anyone could ever ask for!
I love you daddy!!

My dad is my Guardian Angel, He stood by me through thick and thin. We shared so many laughs together. We had good times, fun times, sad times. I remember my dad took me to Caifornia on one of his long haul trips, we found this little mexican restaurant in San Burnadino, I remember just sitting in there, at 12 years old thinking the world of this amazing man. My dad us my insperation in life, he never ever said anything negative about me, and always believed in everything I did. Sure he would embarass me at times in front of boys I liked, or in front of all m friends. I remember he would always say, just be your self. It took me so long to do that, and not think about what other people would say about me. Now I am myself, and I thank my dad for that. It's amazing how much of an impact someone can have in your life. My dad is my hero, and I think the world of him. I can't wait for the day he can walk me down that Isle, and give me away.

It has been a realy rough 5 years for my dad, life changing things has happened to him. I have not seen him, or heard from him in over a year, if I had one wish right now, it would be to see my dad, and just to hold him in my arms again, and tell him everything will be ok. Please keep my dad in your thoughts, and lets pray he is well. Thanks!!

Never forget the memories

Well today is exactly 4 months since Jeremy and I broke up. Its amazing how many memories we created together. Good ones and bad ones, ones that made you laugh, and made you cry. Thoes I will never forget. I will never forget our sunday morning breakfasts with Mom and James, Davey and Jason. Or the big meals at Dad and Vi's, and how we would go crazy over Vi's homeade buns, and all her yummy desserts!! Or when we took the trip to Terrace, to see Starla and Lawerence, Noah was so tiny, only 10 days old. Now we hav drifted away from one another, but the memories will always be there with me. Some days I sit down and think about the good times we had, and how I cherished every moment I got to spend with him. Four wonderful years. I couldnt have asked for anything better. He taught me so much about life, and made me an open kind person. We have both moved on. He seems to have found someone really nice, and seems to treat him well. As long as he is happy, I am happy for him. I too have moved on, met someone amazing, who I can create new memories. But never will I forget the ones me and Jeremy created. I cant wait till we can sit down and talk again, as friends catching up. I have not been able to do that yet. But i cant wait to!! I wish him luck in the future, and I hope he never forgets the memories we created together. There will always be a place in my heart for him.

Valentines Day!

Hope everyone had a good Valentines day with their special someone! I know I did. Travis showed up last night with a dozen roses, and the sweatest card. He said he had another suprise for me, so we went to the Quesnel. A local bar here in town. We had a really nice dinner. We had Garlic prawns for an appy, then steak with all the fixings, and Ice cream sundae for dessert. We could have gotten a special coffee or something too, but we didnt. It turned out to be a great night. We went to the Cariboo after words. Which is another local bar here in town. I got to hear him sing, which is always nice. He is a great singer. He sings country. People say he sounds like George Strait, or Garth Brooks! He wants to start playing the guitar one day. He has a friend who has a country band, and told him that if he learns Guitar he can play in the band. That got him pretty excited. I am going to have to take some pics of us, and post them so everyone can see what he looks like!! Anyways enough about that. Hope everyone is well.

bored out of my mind!!

Today has been soo boring, I think I am going to go crazy! Mom and Travis are at work...Ross is here drunk of course. So I am trying to avoid him all day. Anyways enough about that. Things have been going great. Travis and I are doing really well. I am so happy I found him, It's amazing who you can find when your not looking. It went both ways with us, we both got over breakups, and all that kind of fun stuff, and we just kind of found each other. It was like it was ment to be. Milo is doing great and adjusting well. He has made new friends, and we just recently let him outside! NO MORE LITTER BOXES!! He is a great cat, i couldnt ask for a better one! Work is really sucky right now. I quit the job at Murphy's, the boss's were really rude, so i called an hour before my shift and quit. I know it wasnt the best thing to do. But i really didn't want to go to work. I am still working at A&W. But not getting many hours. My aunt called me to see if i could watch her foster daughter for a week. And get paid 500.00 so that will be nice! I'm kind of excited to do that, just to get out of my parents place for a week. Then hopefully find a good full time job and move out on my own again! Anyways thats enough for now! Hope everyone is well. Leave comments if you want ;)

Milo is here!!

Yay!! I have milo. He is doing great, and adjusting well to the new animals. He still attacks the dog, but what can you exopect! I can tell he really missed me. The other morning I woke up and he was curled up on my chest sound a sleep, purring!! He is such a great cat. I just hope Jake will be alright with out him, I'm sure he will be!

Missing my daddy

It has been a year now since I last seen my dad. I miss him so much. No one has heard from him since last march. I miss everything about him. I want him to know how I am doing, and I want him to meet my new boyfriend. I think he would really like him. When I was younger dad would always say I will always be your guardian angel. So I am thinking of getting a guardian angel tattoo on my left shoulder, with the words saying Daddy's Little Girl. I just need someone to design it for me. I think it would be neat, then I know my dad will always be with me no matter where he is. I just wish I could find him, and just hug him and never let him go. Right now I would do anything to see my daddy!!