YAY!

So I got a call today from Hamlets saying they will offer me a casual position...I took it! But I just got a call from Ridgeview, and they offered me NIGHTS!!!! full time! WOO HOO I can't wait!!

UGH!

I have an interview at 10:00 this morning at the Hamlets, and one tomorrow too! I did not get any sleep last night, or the night before. I am freaking out! But I am feeling confident about this! YAY wish me luck, and i will wish for sleep tonight! I doubt I will get any sleep tho! Anyways gotta go get ready! Chow for now

Concert was awesome

So we got to go to the concert! It was awesome. We got to meet them, get pictures and get their autographs! Amanda is so nice and friendly. Here are some cool pictures.

Good news! I have an interview on Thursday!! YAY

I hate this date with a passion, October 19

It's been 2 yrs and I still hate this date, I hate hearing it. To this day it still gives me chills and tears to my eyes. On this day 2 years ago, I have never felt to hurt and alone. Someone riped my heart out and stomped on it a million times, left me in the middle of no where. With no one else around. I felt like dying. It was by far the worst day of my life. I don't miss the fact that we broke up, it's not about that. It's about how I felt, how alone and scared I was. I want to make this a good day. Even though it was such a horrible week after the 19th, and I thought my life was over. It was just beginning. And I couldn't have asked for anything better. I have grown in so many ways in 2 yrs. I'm not that stupid girl that was to dependent on others. I am going to make this day a good day. Dinner with the grandparents (Travis') and then the Wilkinson's concert! WOOO HOOO. Travis I love you more then anything!

no luck yet

Well i have had NO luck with a job, not even a phone call. Oh well it will come. I am starting to keep myself busy. Baking and cooking lots! Yesterday I made chocolate fudge! OMG it's so good, but so strong and sweet. Travis has 3 days off. So we are busy cleaning the house and stuff. I want to bake. I want fresh bread. I have never made it, but I will attempt to make it. I also want to make cinnamon buns, and pizza dough. LOL can u tell i'm bored? Tonight we are going to have hamburgers and salad! I can't wait. Haven't had homemade burgers in a long time. We are going to go see a movie tonight, then go to Karaoke for a bit. Sunday we are going to a concert. The Wilkinsons I can't wait! It's gonna be fun, we might even be able to meet the band! Free tickets from a friend of ours! YAY. Anyways we are off for more job hunting, wish me luck!!

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When will i get over the fact??

I don't think I will ever get over the fact my dad is not around anymore. I miss him so much all the time. Most days i don't think about him, because I get so emotional. My dad was a huge part in my life, and I will never get over that he is gone, and we don't know where he is. Last night i actually cried over it. I try so hard not to, but some days I wish so bad that he was here in my life. It's so hard to say and think this...But i don't even know what he sounds like any more:( It has almost been a year and a half since I seen him. Christmas is coming, it will be our 7th Christmas not together. I was 17 when I got to spend the last Christmas with him, and we moved a short month later. So tomorrow is thanksgiving, I have to say I am thank full for how he was a great father, and all the memories I have of him. When I miss him I can sit down and remember the times when we were small, and then I touch my left shoulder, knowing he is with me, looking over me. Daddy's little girl always! I would do anything to hear his voice, and give him a big hug and kiss, and hold his hand. Tell him stories that he has missed in the passed years. Let him know about his grand daughter and grandson! I think he would be the best grandpa ever. When I went to see him the last time, he carried a baby picture of Mercede in his wallet, he looked pretty proud! When I do see him again one day, one year I will tell him to never leave, cause I can't do this anymore! Dad I love you more than anything in the world. Thanks for the memories and the kisses. Happy Thanksgiving where ever you are!! I love you!!!

Can't trust anyone

You know how you think u can trust family members? Or parents even! Today I called to change my income tax address so it can go to my house, not my moms. So all that was done and good. I also asked the lady if i could get my income tax return sent to my address too. I have not received my income tax return for 2006 and 2004 i think, and they sent them to my moms house. One was almost 400.00 and another was almost 200.00 I asked my mom many times to send them back to me, and she said she did, so I waited and waited. She made excuses blah blah blah. Well the lady said today that all the checks have been cashed, including 2 of my other GST checks! So my mother and her dumb ass bf probably forged my signature and cashed my checks!! I am setting up an investigation, and if it is her, I might sue her, and she will be charged for fraud. Almost 1000.00 worth, I hate doing it, but I feel I have to!

BLAH no luck yet!

Well I have been graduated for a week now, and have not gotten one call. I went out Monday and Tuesday and Thursday. But I think some of the managers are away. So my fingers are crossed for some calls next week. I'm sure they will come. I think our instructor mis led us on how many jobs are actually out there. I don't know whats going to happen to all the other grads coming out soon. TCC has another RCA class starting on Oct. 7th...so monday! They will be graduated in march! Hopefully there will be new jobs, or even another facility, cause there are 4 schools of RCA's. Kind of stupid if you ask me! Oh well. I am stressed to the max, I have NO money. I haven't been this stressed in a long time. But it will work out, even if i have to find a different Job. I told Travis tonight I should apply to Convergys till i find something full time! HAHA that will never happen! anyways I gotta go, bored of writing! Who ever checks my blog from Kelowna, Who are you!? Leave me a comment! I want to know who reads my blogs! Thanks!